The Bewildered Self

The breach of trust

The trickle of tears

Invisible hurt

Where were you ?

The doubtful mind

The demanding questions

Insecurities taking control

Snooping each other things

Checking for doubts

Trust not even a bit

Why the confusion?

Why the hesitation?

Can't you be happy for the other

Why the jealousy?

Why the anger ?

Is it the fault of the other

Or is it yours

Change the mind

Before it clouds you

The barrelling of questions 

Will it ever change?

Will it be different next time ?

What is the answer to those

The bitter truth that nothing changes

Only we have to open our eyes 

And not be blind

So reality can sink in

Will it ever stop

The doubting and questioning 

Will  I be ever enough?

Will the bitterness go away?

Will it run deep and burst ?

Will the darkness evade the brigtness?

Ton of questions unanswered

The uncertainties existing

The untrustworthy relationship

Will you keep it ,

Or will you let it go ?

©️Nk