The Hopelessness of life

I close my eyes 

Letting the breeze free me from sorrows

Ocean water hitting on legs

I look down on my clothes

Rags and holes 

Torn by my destiny

Torn by my fate

Tears pour down..

People laughing

People smiling

A weight...

That i can't lift off...

Breathing which never came easy

End it all the devil said

Keep going the angel said..

Who should i listen..

Who should i care

Each broken pieces i picked up

Each shattered past

Each shattered strength

Each pressure 

Each pain..

Nerves breaking my brain

When will the strom end...

Eye's everywhere

The pressure i feel

Let me be...

Let me live 

I pleaded..

But no one listened

I think the devil might win...

-©️NK