My Big Heart

With a constant beeping 

I wake up

The same old white walls

Staring back at me

The tube making my mouth dry

I look out of my window

Seeing birds soar the sky

Freedom ,the word making me choke

I touch my heart

The mild beating i hear

My heart is big they say

Usually than normal the word they prefer

Making no room for other

Making me hard to breath

Its ironic sometimes

When i say i have a big heart

There no escape they say

The escape is to borrow another

But I've never been matched

Awaiting a miracle

Hope , a word dangling in front of me

Life out of this walls 

Is a dream for me

I listen to the thumping

Listening to my never give up mind

Cause in order to survive

You must smile

Like a horse for a race 

I stand here

About to witness 

How life will play out

 -NK©️