Bereaved

I look at the sea of people

Everyone brilliantly dressed

The chandelier in the middle

Looking beautiful as ever

I look among them

Rather looking for specific someone

He stand tall among the crowd

Making an effect among everyone

His eyes land on me

And he makes his way towards me

With a slight smile

He lean towards me

And kiss my cheeks

A gentleman he always was

Greeting me with utmost respect

I longed for him

I don't remember the days i have not

He takes my hand

Leading me to everyone

Then he stops in front of someone

I look at the person

And I am met with wild green eyes

They look soft and welcoming

Beautiful as she is

He leaves my hand

Only to hold on to her

"Meet my fianćee,my friend "he said

My heart broke into pieces

But my face remains calm

I smiled the brightest smile

Being the duty of a friend

Only I knew the war inside me

Afraid of the demons

I never confessed my feelings

Afraid of losing a friendship

I hugged him with all my might

Congratulating them for their happiness

Now I have no other chance

Only to bury my feeling deep inside me

-NK©️